Pain

Why am I feeling such deep pain?What do I need to do to get rid of it?
I've lived this life of misfortune. Yet I have no regrets.
I have not seen the world I wanna see. Though I shall return to view it.
With each dying wish a new life is born. This we call our dreams.
This pain I feel is not physical yet it wears my body away.Now I am left in such a tired state.
I do not cry from this pain for it brings me great joy. I got to see you and know your name so there is nothing left to ploy.
My heart is filed with so much joy but still it doesn't dismiss my pain. I feel as though all these year all I did was stand in rain.
My soul feels so overwhelmed that I can't really tell. Did you love me or was it hate that you did dwell?
How can I say just wait and see another day. My days are dead inside my head I really have no faith.
So watch me now as I suffer this pain that you caused. I am not mad though cause for a moment I felt my heart could never fall.